There has definitely been a change in me since the concert.  I’m thinking more of the future instead of the past and of what I have lost.  I have been deciding what I want to do in the future. I am glad I didn’t buy a condo in Florida  because I’m second guessing myself on that now.  I have decided I don’t want to work on corporate clients anymore and this will be the last year I do them.  I think I will only do personal income tax returns for another year because I’m already committed to the clients but I don’t want to have people coming in and out of my home all the time anymore.

So what do I know I want?  Here is a list (and check back and see if I actually follow through).

• Spend more quality time with my children and friends.
• Empty my bedroom of John’s clothes and my old clothes.  I still have clothes that I wore when I was pregnant with Adam!
• Renovate my ensuite.  I want a new shower, bathtub, vanity and floor.
• Finish cleaning and renovating the main floor
• Turn Emily’s old room into a guest room
• Create a craft room and set up an area for scrap booking, sewing and other crafts
• Set up a “vacation” schedule and go to new places instead of just Largo, Florida
• Get healthy
• Laugh more
• Be more sociable